everything's happening without me

It's so weird that it's Halloween today, and it's like it's not even happening. Time passes whether I like it or not. I mean, it's Halloween here, but there's barely any signs of it since they don't really celebrate it here. If I was at home, they push all that candy and black and orange and those decorations in your face. You'd be blind to know that it's not happening. But here, it's different. It's like I can't even recognize what month we're in if I don't see some crazy ad telling me to buy something because it's that time of year. I kind of like it, and I don't at the same time.

I wonder how depressing it'll be once Christmas rolls around.